How to motivate myself?

One of the intrinsic motivations to doing the assignment/self-learning is reviewing previous assignments (kind of reflection or contemplation).
I might be having these: seeing inconsistencies, incoherence, hilarious typos; having a sense of admiration and satisfaction as well of the sources I could manage to find out at that time; and amazement of how I turned out to be able to arrange this at that time, wow, how could it be? Or why was it like this, ugh? Bitter-sweet mixed feelings.
Then I encourage myself to be and do better afterward.
🤩 I, I, I can .. I see. It worked on me. Ideally.

This one will work only if I accept myself. The mistakes I made there, let them go, surely will be fixed for the next ones. The things that already made well should be improved. I do not stop there, rest for a while, then move to the next.

When should I do this reflection thing?
Right now, I am doing it in the early Friday morning. Any time will do, tho. I don’t have to do it on Friday or in the early morning. I’ll probably do it on late Saturday night or midday Monday, not sure for the later.

I will do the best of my best of the best.

Friends

There sometimes I asked myself,
“Do I have friends called good friends?”, or
“Do I make good friends?” or
“What good I have towards my friends?”

There is a saying as to being and having a friend like: “to have a good person as your friend, you need to be one good person first. If you are lucky enough, you eventually will find one around. However, if you don’t find somebody, you already have it within you yourself.”

me myself


Hereby, I will tell myself about some friends who inspired me to good things and thought that I kept in my mind. I want to keep reminding myself that I have those people _ you know, ordinary people, not solely famous one whom inspiring_ in my life. Well, some of them I am about to tell about are not actually friends or we used to be best buddies. I have got to make them anonymous to keep it mysterious. How I like that? Should I give an icon to each person as representation? Or nickname?

Friend 1
A calm person.

Friend 2
an ambitious yet persistent and well-organized figure.

Friend 3
a sly creature.

Friend 4
called it “a sea shells”

Friend 5
a stranger.

Friend 6
a tracer.

Alright, should I stop with nickname first.

Stop ‘halu’

This morning I recited a verse from Alquran and this very thing triggered such a consciousness within me. To be frank, this verse is one of chosen motivational lines anytime I went off of my mind.

This verse told us about Noah’s story.

There ia a song about it even. Have you listened to this song yet?

What do you think about the song, depict the word accurately or not? In my mind, this song presented a very different perspective of halu meaning regarding what I’m trying to say in this post

So, what is ‘halu’ anyway?

Is it this one?

Baby, I can see your ‘halo’.

Or this?

Hello from the other side!

What should we do with halu, keep it or leave it? Why do we have to do so?~to be continued ~

Circle

This morning I saw a thread on Twitter about that majestic ‘circle’ people have been talking about. Those topics from beneficial to toxic circle are spreading widely quite recently in my circle, at least I named it so. Some people including myself tend to re-evaluate the circle we have been to as time goes by. Or not? You stick to it all the time without re-evaluating? Sounds like I take it for granted, huh?

To be cont’d …

Are you in to a certain circle? Does the circle you are in define you? Or you are into triangle or square? Let’s get back to square one then.

I just knew it!

Saya baru tahu kalau … ada judul Webtoon baru yang berhubungan dengan dunia pendidikan.
Karena hari ini hari bercerita bertema, saya akan membahas tentang perbedaan pupuk organik dan pupuk kimia, tentu saja bukan pembahasan dari Webtoon yang disebutkan tadi.

Saya mengikuti suatu pelatihan dari HD yang dilakukan melalui WA. Meskipun saya kurang dapat memahami topik dan tidak mengikuti pelajaran dengan baik, yah, karena ini sesuatu yang baru saya ketahui, ini layak untuk diceritakan.

Perbedaan pupuk organik dan kimia

Apakah pupuk organik ini sejenis dengan pupuk kompos? Sepertinya iya. Saya baru tahu sih. Saya teringat buku-buku pertanian yang sering saya baca saat masih SD. Jadi, bukunya itu berbentuk percakapan antara nara sumber dan anak-anak SD yang tertarik mempelajari mengenai pertanian. Format percakapan jadi terlihat seperti sedang wawancara/interview dengan narasumbernya langsung. Saat itu saya membaca tentang efek pemberian pupuk berketerusan pada unsur hara tanah. Rupanya, pemberian pupuk terus menerus dalam jangka waktu yang lama dapat menyebabkan kerusakan pada tanah. Tanah bukannya subur, tetapi malah menjadi rusak. Lupa deh jalan cerita lengkapnya, bacaan masih SD sih. Mungkin nanti bisa googling.

Sekarang pelatihan online via aplikasi chat tidak ubahnya seperti yang di buku tersebut. Menonton tutorial cara pembuatan pupuk di Youtube mungkin akan lebih memadai dibandingkan dengan prosedur yang dijelaskan lewat chat. Sekarang sih ada banyak sumber tentang ilmu baru yang bisa diperoleh. Tinggal niat dan kerajinan saja. Jika kamu tertarik mengenai topiknya bisa mencoba membaca materinya di sini.

Harusnya saya sekolah pertanian, ya. Cita-cita ingin memiliki pertanian sendiri suatu hari nanti, nampaknya masih jauh. Mari kembali ke Webtoon dan membaca komik yang tadi.